Music in general

I'm worried about the future of music. And more specifically pop music. Pop music has never been good. I believe that music that is good has to be discovered. However that is not what I am talking about. I don't know how music has always been, but lately I feel as though that modern "pop" music is just lazy. That is not to say that there isn't good or catchy songs in today's pop music, but it is to criticize some artists that  are just a pretty face. And I think that the fault lies much more in the producers etc. that promote these artists, who in fact haven't done much for the music community. It is something that I find disheartening

human beings

Relationships with people are an interesting thing. Every person is different and can react differently to the same situation. I'm finding it hard to know and trust people. Is that good? No. Is that what I want? No. Is that happening anyways? Yes. The evolution of a friendship is also an interesting thing. It's a tough thing to jump back into a pool that you almost drowned in, but at the same time I don't want anything as much as I want to be in that pool. But I have to be prepared for it. I don't know if I am. I guess we'll have to find out.

Not...much....left...

I am realizing more and more that things that go wrong in my life are mostly because of bad decisions that I have made through out it. So there is not point in getting upset when things don't go the way that I would prefer them to. Regardless of how I may or may not feel about something, I know that I put myself there. This is not an easy realization. In fact now, I have put myself into a very bad situation. Procrastination and my issues with it isn't procrastinations fault. I feel that when I get into these situations it is much easier to blame the issue than yourself.